XINYU(:

2007-07-21T11:55:00.000+08:00

HOHOHO !
let's discuss today about a topic on invading privacy.
many teenagers today have parents checking their phones,
parents watching at what they are doing on the computers,
&some worse, to have siblings beside you 24/7.
but why do the do that ?

is it because of something you did wrong that makes them want to
make sure you don't do something wrong again ?
is it because you mix with friends that are bad company ?
it is because you have a boyfriend ?
that's what many parents fret of, right ?

though it may not be very comfortable with them looking at you,
or though it may not be even convenient to have them looking at your every move,
they do it because they care, they do it because they are afraid to
see you waste your time on BGRs, fights, &even smoking.
so maybe what they did was because you did something wrong ?

don't scold them or stuff.
because one day, you will know what is it like to not have them looking at you,
not nagging anymore&by then, it's too late(:

2007-07-10T12:37:00.000+08:00

ho hello !
today is like so embarassing lah.
omg !
today is my paiseh day .
first,
during science lesson today ,
teacher was talking swimming.
so the class discussed about swimming lah.
thn cherie the ass was like looking at me laughing,
thn she said something about me&her swimming tht time.
thn the class went quiet without me knowing it.
so out of anger,
i waved my hands like a swimming action&screamed 'swim swim swim '
thn teacher said , why? you want go swimming ah?
wlao ! thn everyone stared at me including bitchy .
oh gosh!
second,
after recess, i was chasing cherie ,
cause she tickled me in the hall lah.
thn run run run, i tripped on her leg lah.
pom ! i fell .
thn sec 1s laughed like nobody's business lo,
sec 2s acted out how i fell,
ass . thn i was like on the fall saying pain pain pain !
my knee pain lah ! swollen alr lah.
thirdly,
this is very embarassing for me to blog about but i shall
because i find it funny.
bitchy took out a mirror and told me to smile looking at the mirror,
i smiled, she said nooooooo.
smile until can see teeth,
so i did.
&the horrible thing is that there is food stuck on my teeth.
my clean&white teeth.
hahahah.
so paiseh lah omg !
i laughed for about 3 minutes non-stop .
ahahahaaha . i laughing while i post this.
funny lah . hahahahahha !
ok . now i'm in the com lab with the air con~~
woooo. shall try to upload photos tonight.
CHEERS !
tmr will be a better day, i swear(:

2007-07-09T11:38:00.001+08:00

MDM GAN SUCKS OK !
WHITE HAIR FREAK LAH !

my blog isn't dead !

2007-07-09T10:49:00.001+08:00

hey hello !
my blog isn't dead ok !
my com just went crazy lah.
got virus.
laggggyyyyyyy!
i'm in the school now, crapping.
home economics lesson.
&i just don't know why lah,
it's not like she is going to leave you or stuff,
ahh. i dont kow alh.
still say dont like jiu say,
if you dont like me also jiu say mah.
DUH~ i dont know what i saying lah.
it's almost a month since i last post.
wont be posting so soon again.

REPIES
yiting:thanks huh!i dont know lah . teehee. give me link agn ? link you(:
passerby:cant help it lah. she is a wierd person(:
ivan: you aint good anyway =/
qiaoting: give me link agn ? loves<3
jingxuan: thanks. loves too!
jawker: I'M THE MAN !

I LOVE EVERYONE !

my blog isnt dead !

2007-07-09T10:49:00.000+08:00

2007-06-20T23:50:00.000+08:00

as what i seen in joseph's blog,
about the second coolest man in the world,
yes, the man is the second coolest man,
but nope, you ain't the coolest man.
this person who created the video is,
using match sticks to create one video is cheap&cool.
watch! it's worth the wait(:
mute the song if you don't like it.

cool ah ?
joseph, you are in the fourth position lah.
i'm the third.
went to hougang,
oh my gosh !
saw ah baa walk past, was holding one on my hand,
heard tan ah baa thn faster bwah on the wall,
thn run!
nononono, no girl's home.
thn bitch's dear were talking to him.
scary!
oh yeah !
remembered!
please lah, get your facts right lah.
thinking that you are very smart and that you are always right
will make you paiseh one.
i'm laughing now.
the reason why they call me ONION HEAD is not because they hate me,
it's because i showed them my baby photo with that oh-so style hair.
morhog er. siao siao.
it looks like an onion.
i myself said like onion right?
that's why they called me onion head.
getting the wrong information and saying
now you know why people hate me so much?
wth ?
don't you find it funny ?
i'm saying this because i just want you to get your facts right.
insulting people thinking it's so fun&stuff.
if people were to insult you, you like it ?
you like thn i shall try&insult you as much,
but nooooooooooo~
i never,
duh~i'm a nice girl.
ok. change subject,
went to defu lane,
to NAM SHAO LIN,
bitch's dear&weili they all e shiguan.
wah ! cool seh.
so hard. i want join shiguan.
be the one on the drum or the cymbals.
yeah yeah! cool.
&oh man, i'm broke!
in case you want to have a look,

i'm a cool baby with cool hair and expression.
CHEERS!
i need macdonald's !

2007-06-18T22:24:00.000+08:00

okokokokokokokokokok !
my mother is sitting next to me,
nagging shit to me.
she got too much saliva.
MOTHER: i want you to get at lest 80 marks for your exams
when school reopens.
ME:orh
MOTHER: i know you can do it. you are a smart girl!
ME:orh...
MOTHER: everyday after school immediately come home ok ?
ME:ORH!
MOTHER: i don't want you to let your standard go to a waste
ME:ORH!!!!!
i'll probably slap her if she continues,
thank god she is smart.
crap ass.
today was angry.
the first one was ok.
nonono, my phone will spoil one ok ?
second, that ass ass act come gong ass,
so good let him drink milk tea, dont want,
nevermind,
at least drink a sip give me face mah,
but noooooo !
he push away the milk tea,
bahbom!
drop, now my precious shoe got stain alr lah.
ass. i am angry !
not a single sorry !?
all i got was a laugh from him ?
oh my gosh,
ANGRY LAH !
nah, actually not very now.
yes, bitch&i gone crazy.
all of a sudden, 1,2,3, JUMP !
thn both of us will jump in the middle of hougang mall when people are looking ?
yes. crazy people loves to do crazy things.
during evening, was imagining alot with bitch,
about staying in a void deck and the government will pay our bills.
&being the government's god-daughter?
that's still ok..
but the government making us do something to repay him by
looking after hougang area,
if any teenagers or residents break rule must call police,
&to do that, we must smoke and drink so we will look like chao ah lians
so that other ah lian see bui song can find taiji with us,
thn when we call police, they can arrest them.
this is crappy.
OHOHOHOH !
&imagining that the void deck with fans,
then all we need is to build walls around it and a door,
with furnitures and air cons.
thn walls to the pavement way would be transparent,
thn people walk past can see us.
lol . no . i'm not going say wht else.
it's sick.
it is.
LOL !
going to bitch's place soon.
toodles&stay tuned!
#her wonderful memories(:

2007-06-16T00:18:00.000+08:00

YESTERDAY
14 June 2007
the only thing i remember was that my top torn,
having your top torn is a thing,
having your top torn is a stupid way is another.
my shirt torn when i was going down the ladder in bitchy's dear's house.
in his room, which is his bed's ladder.
that night gave me a nightmare.
yes yes. they laughed like nobody's business.
i laughed too, it was funny alright.
thank goodness i'm not fat,
if not it would be an 'AMAZING' sight(:
that would never ever happen again.
nicknames given:
AH DAI(I GO CRAZY AT NIGHT AND DO STUPID THING),
KAI MA(THEY SAY I LOOK LIKE ADMUND'S MOTHER),
ONION HEAD( I HAVE A COOL HAIRSTYLE WHEN I WAS YOUNG&IT LOOKS LIKE AN ONION) ,
SHIRT TORN.
but it's cool anyway.
I'M AN ENTERTAINER OK ?
love me, like me, treasure me, miss me(:

TODAY
15 June 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BITCH !
WOOOOOOOOO!
CHEERS(:
today was an angry day though,
went to pawn jewelry which is stupid.
i got $30 only for a pair of small diamond earrings.
bah !
thn went to buy tops,
cabbed home, changed&i can tell bitch was pissed =X
ahaha. spent alot of precious time dolling up.
c'mon, it's bitch's birthday.
didn't actually celebrated.
oh man! felt so fcuk bad.
it wasn't planned.
wanted to go bowling but nooooooo, we didn't.
why ? i don't know.
&bitch's dear's dog love bitch lah hor.
he wants to fcuk bitch's hand.
lol .
bitch: *in a kelian way&in chinese* YOUR DOG~
bitch's dear: *SHOUTS* EH ! YOU BAD DOG AH ! DON'T PLAY WITH MY GIRLFRIEND !
bitch's dear's dog: *SCARED* runs out.
bitch's dear: *slams door*
lol.
hungry now.
meeting bitch later(:
i'm missing her right now.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !
EHEHE !
loveeeeeeeee(:

SHARE
LUST:
sinful longing; the inward sin which leads to the falling away from God (Rom. 1:21). "Lust, the origin of sin, has its place in the heart, not of necessity, but because it is the centre of all moral forces and impulses and of spiritual activity." In Mark 4:19 "lusts" are objects of desire.
source: Easton's 1897 Bible
my com went crazy because some asshole gave in to lust.
MY COM HAS A VIRUS!!!

2007-06-11T23:58:00.000+08:00

I AM ANGRY !

2007-06-11T20:03:00.000+08:00

a trip to the kampong.
as some people know, my grandmother stay in a kampong.
yep. it's a cool kampong which my grandmother says is meant for rich people.
WOW ! haha . been there for the past few days, stayed there
and oh my gosh ! i hate it. it's so cold at night and the blanket is so thin.
wth ? dont like it lah . then so many motorcycles drive past and make the
vroom vroom sound.
wlao eh . i dont like.
haolian shit. so loud lah.
hope crash lah.
so noisy.
tsktsk.
the place sucks.
there is rats, cats&dogs.
pictures time.

kampong

where i sleep

garden:aloe vera, rambutan, etc

scenery

kampongs.

you won't see much of this there.

touch my hand and i'll punch you.

i thought i was falling(:

look at the scenery

the small vs the big

i am INNOCENT !

bah ! ghosts !

2007-06-08T04:42:00.000+08:00

hello hello hello !
oh my . it just feels so good to be out of the fcuking
place lah hor.
dingding. wah . this com cannot change font !
so actually, i dont care .
gung gung gung .
i'm scared now okay ?
now, i'm at bitch's house.
ohohoh ! i love her more than anything else.
&she loves me !
i'm not bhb btw, dont be jealous.
today, afternoon,
quarrelled with mother.
wah! she fcuk can ?!
ok chill .
okay, let's not talk about this.
sneaked out at midnight 1 plus so now i'm at her hse.
went for supper at mac .
fun !
i love MCWINGS!!!
it's nice.
might consider giving me a whole year of supply of mcwings?
i don't mind. but must upsize first.
i want shaker fries(:
thn, on the way to bitch's house, so scary !
i don't like .
was holding bitch's hand tight.
her deardear was thr too(:
i think he is nicer =X
lol . better thn erhem.
blihblah . i'm crapping.
oh no ! i feel so pissed .
i dont wanna go home !
i like bitch's mother.
yeah yeah !
hahaha . bitch's laptop is fragile.
it seems like it will break anytime if you punch it.
yes ! &kick and thn punch agn .
i'm fainting.
nooooooooo .
you guys will miss me lah . haha(:
because i'll be going to malaysia.
maybe i'll meet ivan somewhere.
&i'll make sure i make him paiseh .
i'll go like HI IVAN!! I WANT BAOBAO ! okok .
i think too much.
i'm CRAPPING ! help !
i'm meltinggggg.
is it long ?
let me check.
no leh.
how? i wanbt give you guys good impression.
oh man.
my eyes are shutting...
i'm so tired and it's 5.02am right now.
&i need to wake up at 8am?
MAMAMIA !
is my font nice?
bah ! i'm crapping.
i think i'm seh seh alr ?
hahahahahahahhaha. MISS ME EVERYONE !
loves .
I GOT MY NOSE PIERCED ! BAHAHAHAHA !
incy wincy spider,
climb out the water spout .
down came the rain
and wash the spider out.
out came the sun
and dry up all the rain
and incy wincy spider,
climb out the spout agn(:

A BADGIRL I WANNA BE ! cheeeeers !

p.s : I'M SCARED OF GHOSTS&I HATE FCUKERS.
dont try to act ah-lian if you're not one.
marlboro super light seh ! super wu kek ah ?
nice ?
and please don't break such a loving couple up lah hor.
jealous? bingbongbiang!
they are going to last, this i can assure(:
i love my bitchy&bitchy loves me&her dear((((:
i'm uber high !
ultraman ! deng le leng de leng !
HAHAHAHAHA !
i'm watching powerpuff girls right now.
bah ! toodles !
i'm bad, i'm evil ! I'M MOJOJOJOJO ! i'm not bubbles, i'm mojojojo ! hahahahah !
goodbye . miss me(:

2007-06-07T01:29:00.001+08:00

STUPID PEOPLE AND
STUPID PLACE
IN A STUPID TIME!
STUPID DAY

crazy ass.

2007-06-05T12:24:00.000+08:00

this is stupid&crazy.
bitch's phone has gone crazy.
aft the ass rain which made her very very wet.
here.
have a close look.

it's cute lah.
&i'm super high now.
will continue in the night.
stay tuned...
btw, bitch was pressing cancel and no other buttons.
are we lame or what ?
yeah.

NIGHT
went to kbox.
photo photo; zilian zilian.
yeah .
took many many photos.
thn went to hougang&slacked.
&i'm still young !
i swung on the swing today.
yeah !!!
it's so fun lah hor.
&it's a miracle it didn't break .
duh~ i'm not heavy ok ?!
i'm slim((:
really !
thn played played played.
tired, nauseous.
so sat on a bench and played tennis game on my handphone.
urgh ! bitch helped me complete the first tournament.
so hard lah .
smack smack smack !
i smack your butt er . ass.
stupid blackie.
&there is this stupid maid who keeps staring at me playing my tennis.
i seem to have caught her attention.
my conclusion: i'm prettier than her(:
umhmm . stare stare stare. gorge your eyes out !
thn went to kopitiam.
ate chicken rice !
&woohoo. it tastes gooooooooooood(:
i like.
bus-ed to compass.
bitch dont feel goood.
oh . tried my best to cheer her up.
&the floor is so slippery i almost split.
nonononono. i can't split anymore.
my legs will break.
but i was in chinese dance ok ?!
&i splitted.
went to buy otah with bitch.
&everytime i buy 3, i will eat 1&say hot hot hot !
and make bitch eat the other one.
thanks ah(:
so now i'm hungry, yes&i want food !
anyone want help me dabao ?

PICTURES

my husband(: ain't he handsome ?

kbox. lights out.

hit it.

the royal bell.

i love bitch.

when a couple fights,

this is the outcome(:

boooo!

ingredients: chilli, black soy sauce, soup, rice.

monkey!

bus interchange.

bus.

murderer(:

2007-06-04T02:11:00.000+08:00

miss me?
if you remembered,
on my way previous post,
i killed a baby lizard with the door.
it was squashed to death.
i didnt take a picture of it because it fell to the ground and i ran.
but this time,
i killed a beetle which annoyed me so.
so, it flew around me again and again,
distracting me.
so, i went to take a book;
a light and big one.
and i stood up, the beetle flew to the table and next to my handphone.
so, i snuck up on it and slammed the book onto it.
it gave a crackling sound.
and no. i didnt lift it up yet.
aft pressing down for 6 times,
i thought it should be dead by then.
so i lifted the book,
and to my surprise,
it died.
its blood stained my table and
its remains came out.
and so i thought,
this might be a very good chance to take a photo of since its dead.
and i took it.
are you guys ready ?
here.

so that patch over there?
i maybe either its blood or its pee.
yes, and for once,
i feel very brave(:
orbi to the beetle.
now, i'll kill whatever insect that provokes me,
then i'll cook their remains and drink it as soup.
YES!
(:
no, i'm not sick.
i'm just crapping(:
toodles(:

mom on the loose.

2007-06-02T21:53:00.001+08:00

MOM ON THE LOOSE!!!!!
FOR PEOPLE WHO THINK YOUR MOM SUCKS BECAUSE SHE SCOLDS YOU&BEATS YOU
BE HAPPY ALR, BE HAPPY THAT YOU HAVE A MOM WHO IS BETTER THN MINE.
YEP. LET ME DESCRIBE TO YOU THE FCUKIEST MOTHER YOU CAN GET.
1.SHE GOES CRAZY BECAUSE YOU DON'T COOK FOR HER MAGGI MEE.
2.SHE SCREAMS YOUR NAME&ASK YOU TO THINK OVER WHAT DID YOU DO.
3.SHE NAGS TO HER HUSBAND ABOUT WHAT YOU DID.
4.BOTH PARENTS COMES TO YOU&STARTS SCREAMING.
5.BACK TO THE KITCHEN FOR THEIR IMPORTANT TALK.
6.SHE SCREAMS TO HER HUSBAND AND SAYS ALL SHE DID FOR YOU WAS A WASTE !
7.SHE REPEATS 心寒 OVER&OVER AGAIN.
8.SHE EATS HER MAGGI MEE WHICH HER HUSBANDS COOKS.
9.BEFORE (3), DAUGHTER TRIED TO HELP HER DAD BY COOKING FOR HER.
10.SHE ACTS AS A VICTIM, BECAUSE SHE WENT TO THE DENTIST FOR HER TEETH SURGERY.
11.HER HUSBAND ALSO GOES CRAZY WITH HER.
12.THEY COME OUT OF THE KITCHEN AND STARTED TALKING ABOUT IT AGN.
13.THEY SHOUT AT YOU AND ASK YOU TO DO YOUR OWN HOUSEWORK.
14.THEY GO TO THE LIVING ROOM&WATCH THEIR DRAMA SERIAL.
15.THEY THREATEN TO CHASE YOU OUT OF THE HOUSE SAYING THAT YOU ARE USELESS.
16.SHE USES HER FINGER&PUSHES YOUR HEAD OVER&OVER AGAIN.
SO, BE GLAD THAT YOU HAVE BETTER PARENTS.
TREASURE THEM OR YOU WILL END UP WITH THE CRAZY PARENTS AS YOUR PARENTS.
-------------------------------------------------------------
went to church today.
it's cool(:
yep. except for some.
sang,prayed&let out everything in my heart.
praise god.
thn aft church, went to hougang mall for lunch.
thn off to mustafa to check out the place that joseph works in.
oohlahlah.
this is gonna sound offensive.
i see many many shit there.
&they all look scary&smells bad.
oh gosh !
nononono . i didnt say that.
yep.
went home about 8 plus.
reached home.
&that's when THE CRAZY PARENTS started work.
&until now, they are still nagging about me(:
yes! deduct deduct !
soon, they would be gone in no time if this goes on.
POSSIBLE CAUSES OF DEATH
1. HEART ATTACK
2. EXHAUSTION
3. DEHYDRATION
4. NEIGHBOURS KILLS THEM FOR NOISE POLLUTION
5. ME SHOOTING THEM WITH MY EYELINER
6. HER HUSBANDS CAN'T TOLERATE HER ANYMORE&KILLS HER
7. JAILED FOR NOISE POLLUTION
8. SENTENCED TO DEATH FOR CAUSING DAUGHTER'S DEATH
CHANCES OF DYING: 89%
WOW!
so yep, they better stop for longer life.
if not, it would be goodbye in no time.
(:
my six sense tells me i'm gonna have strike 4D soon or
i'm going to get a good lobang.
maybe is the gatsby advertisement of mine.
i'm a creative WOMAN!
ask me for the video.
try not to laugh.
&i love working at mustafa.
you can get free aroma theraphy there.
cool thing(:
i'm feeling happy for no fcuking reason.
&lastly,
ONG LI TING ! I MISS YOU !
I CRIED TODAY.
I DON'T KNOW WHY.
STILL SOBBING NOW.
i'm a happy girl who loves everything she've got.
yep.
&THE CRAZY PARENTS are still continue-ing.
XINYU TO HADES;XINYU TO HADES; DO YOU READ ME? PSST. OVER!
HADES TO XINYU;HADES TO XINYU; I READ YOU; PSST.OVER!
XINYU TO HADES;PREPARE THE CELL FOR THE CRAZY PARENTS; PSST.OVER!
PSST.HADES TO XINYU; I GOT YOU. PSST. OVER !
XINYU TO HADES; PSST. OVER&OUT! PSST.
yay me !
i composed a lullaby.
THE BED BED SONG
i'm lying on my bed, my bed, lying on my bed.
with my boaster, and my pillow&my blanket~
im lying on my bed~
i'm so rock~
ROCK BABY !
oh 谢谢格位!谢谢格位!
(:
PICTURES

A HAPPY CUP A DAY KEEPS SADNESS AWAY.

I LOOK ~~OLD~~ MATURED!

THE DOT THERE IS A STINKING BEETLE.

CHICKEN RICE IS GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH.

CARNIVAL MONKEYS SMOKE?!

THIS VERY GUY IN FRONT OF ME IS A STUPID PERVERT.

AN UMBRELLA ME&BITCH STOLE.
BROKEN METAL THINGY&A HOLE.

THIS MADE ME ANGRY. IT'S NOT GROSE BUT SEXY.

SPARKLING SPARKLING !
thank you.
see you again(:

definitely not.

2007-05-30T23:15:00.000+08:00

today left at 10 plus.
yep(:
was late for the job .
oh gosh nonononono !
it is definitely not the job i want;
it is definitely not the guy i think it would be;
it is definitely not safe;
oh nonono .
yep. it sucks to hell .
so bitch&i planned to escape.
yep.run halfway, look back,
the guy standing thr !!
umhmm&he said dont want do tell me lah.
lol ?! wtf ?!
kpkb lah hor.
hope you are reading this.
i totally hate you man.
thn called ivan&rest.
meet at cp.
yep.meet le, go dont know whr .
thn went orchard.
&tht's when i feel bad,
ps ivan .
sry man'
yep. go thr also no use lah actually.
me&bitch was ps-ed too .
wthhhh !
yep. went blk&went oh-so high.
i'm so hungry.
gosh.
mcdonalds delivery~~~
today is definitely not what i had expected it to be .
well,
toodles.
{off to eat }

PICTURES

shopping spree!

2007-05-29T22:09:00.000+08:00

today went kovan.
bought tops.
yep(:
look what i've got .

kovan has nice tops.
&im gna buy them all !
yeah !
tmr gna work(:
i feel so mature with the word work .
yep.
took pictures.

loves<3

jobhunt.

2007-05-29T00:30:00.000+08:00

finding job nowadays .
so hard !
hell lah .
okok . went to many many places today .
1. Compass Point
2. Hougang Ave ??
3. Hougang Mall
4. Outside hougang mall e shops
5. Heartland Mall
6. Outside heartland mall e shops
7. Rivervale Mall
8. Punggol Plaza
&all we found was 1 job.
not telling .
i want tht job so badly .
abt 9 plus. slacked at hougang 4++ thr.
they stole beer. yep . but little alcohol.
one broke . orange flavour(:
thn s****d halfway, bitch say she got six sense police will come .
thn i say wait, very waste leh.
she insisted&i felt angry leaving behind so much of it left .
thn reached home,bitch msg-ed me .
told me got police really come .
thn they have to bent.
omg lah.
heng er.
lol .alamak .
no more energy.
goodbye(:

change of luck(:

2007-05-26T18:46:00.000+08:00

oh gosh.
dear love me.
yep(:
it's time to haolian haolian .
aha .
dear bought this " Anna Sui's DOLLY GIRL " perfume for me.
ohohoh . it smells good .
i love it .
PICTURES

yep(:
sooooo nice yeah ?
lol .
hmm . &went to swensen's today(:
happy happy day(:
dingdongXD
deardear;i love you.
thanks<3

MY LOVE<3

2007-05-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

same as ytd .
yep!
i got my dumbass on 24.05.2007 . 05.46pm<3
loves <3

FCUK DAY .

2007-05-23T19:02:00.000+08:00

woke up early today .
dont know why i can do it .
wen to bitch's blk .
yep . slacked .
thn took lrt with my baobei erzi .
&we took this quan jia fu .

yeah !
&oohlahlah .
im so fcuked up yeah ?
aft recess, nvr go hall , went to class .
thn oh ooh .mrs fcukenary chia go sabo .
lol . thn in the end , muru want see us .
thn sit outside the HOD office for 4 solid hours .
draw alot thr to kill time .
yep. satisfied . at least no need go to the chia chia class .
many walk past &asked .
yep . heck .
thn in the end , my legs hurts like hell&bitch's butt hurts .
yep&she said she cant sit .
lol . &as for me, i cant bend down .
my back hurts):
fcuk fcuk can ?
so went for a short break&off to the detention centre .
wah . 2 more hours ?!
thn laugh laugh giggle giggle .
thn late release .
go find muru agn . hmm .
he quite nice lah .
no mood to post .
&i got myself a baby(:
loves forever(:

p.s : i squashed a baby lizard using my door .
cool(:

BORED .

2007-05-22T16:01:00.000+08:00

like always .
yep . went sch .
did nothing much .
aft sch , went bus stop wait for weibin with bitch .
&ayaya . make her angry liao lo .
go hong(di san sheng) not hong(di si sheng) her lah hor .
hai . make her wet wet&cold .
xintong .
thn went to meet jie&kuku&auntie and took things .
went to blk , 5 min later, mommy called .
asked me to meet her at cp .
omfg !
xiadao . faster finish thn ran back .
hai .
thn now im at home .
yep .
took this picture at AVA room just now .

&mr bean is funny. VERY VERY FUNNY .
loves my bitch now&always(:
no one can break us up .
get it ?

COOL

2007-05-21T22:23:00.000+08:00

today is oh-so cool .
aft school , 1 bus uncle is so cool lah .
asked whether can send us to cp, wah !
really can .
wooohoooo !
thn only got me,bitch, jie , auntie .
LOL !
yeah . &1 of the person pasted outside looked like javier .
omfg ! really look damn alike .
thn wah . shd have take photo .
ohoh . &today's newspaper(straits time) got so
many familiar faces .
&i know them .
especially mellissa .
same tuition . yep .
haha .
thn aft tht, ate at cp .
slacked slacked slacked .
yep. &today bitch was crazy in class .
so high lah she .
&she ' blew ' this big big bubble .

cool right ?
so pro .
&these are the WHATEVER&ANYTHING drink .

.
i prefer anything .
it's nicer .

basic details .

2007-05-20T00:20:00.001+08:00

im getting lazier&lazier nowadays .
so im just going to briefly post what happen&what day is today .
went out at 11.15am&came home at 10.28p.m
PLACES I WENT&~~PAY ATTENTION !~~
1. COMPASS POINT
2. HOUGANG MALL
3. PUNGGOL END
4. MARINA BAY
5. COMPASS POINT ALLEY
6. HOME
it's quite tight to squeeze it all in 11 hrs .
------------------------------------------------------------------
WHAT I'VE DONE
1. BOUGHT A NEW TOP
2. SM***D
3. WENT TO BITCH'S HOUSE
4. BUS-ed TO HOUGANG MALL
5. TOUCH-UP
6. SLACKED
7. BUS-ed TO PUNGGOL END
8. SLACKED
9. BUS-ed; MRT-ed; BUS-ed agn TO MARINA .
10. EAT STEAMBOAT
11. ARCADE
12. BUS-ed; MRT-ed TO COMPASS POINT
13. SURPRISES FOR BIRTHDAY GIRL; QIAOTINGauntie
14. SLACKED
15. BATH-ed
16. EAT
17. DRINK MILO
18. USE COMPUTER
------------------------------------------------------------------
PICTURES

&HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIMQIAOTING.
myONE&ONLYpreciousAUNTIE x3

OMFG !

2007-05-16T18:22:00.000+08:00

yep .
sucks so much today .
went to labrador (ler-brae-dor) nature reserve .
oh gosh oh gosh .
nature is nice but not too much .
i cant survive in the forest filled with spiderwebs,ants,mosquito .
*shivers*
so, me&bitch geikiang walk in front .
yeah . &im so scared .
so much yeeyeeyee sound .
so went down alot of staircase .
so i hold on to bitch&made her walk in front .
thn suddenly .
AHHHHHHHHHH !
thn we all started running . i dont know why .
thn bitch was cute lah !
oh gosh .
I LOVE YOU(:
so after much more walking, we reached a road .
&bitch shouted .
AHHHH ! ROAD !!!
thn she started running agn .
lol . so i ran after her&we went crazy .
yep .
we were high .
so after reached bitch .
stood near an uncle fishing for quite a long time .
LOL !
bitch ah . you stand directly behind the uncle at see .
please . very kang kor one . lol .
thn went to see the pushing game .
with RDDK&SEXIFY &boys .
lol .
thn me&bitch played too . oh .
i lost .
yeah . bitch is strong .
yeah . woohoo !
thn video them down . so funny !
ohoh . &the worst thing is that me&bitch are in a group which
there is ppl we dont like .
umhmm .
so *doodoodoo(:
thn went behind a rock called dragon dont know what .
lol . to do bad thing .
yay ! i like i like .
thn continued .
next .
went to playground .
lol .
ryan&juehong ah .
relax man .
played played played .
bluetooth bluetooth .
thn shortly,
went bus .
played so much .
bryson got nice techno&pacs .
lol . &so does daryl .
cool .
thn went to eat . go class .
thn cp .
went to library to eat .
with jie&bitch .
lol .
thn went to blk .
aha .
talk abt ghost&stuff .
hmm . not gonna think too much .
nose itches&i cant stop sneezing .
PICTURES

bitch&ER.erzi .

RDDK(:

machine gun bunker . cool cool .

save as&zoom to read . it's cool .

i found this cool . BERLAYER .

&i like this building .

yep . &i shan't post bitch's picture .
too cute for your eyes .
(:
I CAN DO WHAT SHE CAN DO SO MUCH BETTER !
(:
LOVES.
goodbye !

noooooooo .

2007-05-14T22:08:00.000+08:00

oh . i got a new hairstyle .
omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg
omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg
it sucks .
it makes me look fat .
thanks alot man' .
ass.
bad mood !
here .
aya . laugh all you want .
it looks better in photos .
you won't want to see it in real life.
urgh . die, hairdresser, DIE !

FCUK LAME .

2007-05-13T14:29:00.000+08:00

yep .
shall post about ytd&today .
YTD
sneaked out .
went to meet asshole .
dont be crazy lah ok ?
it's just piang .
besides, how i wished it was his head .
=)

slacked&found out that i took this picture .

umhmm . thn drink half .
seh alr ?
lol .
dont know .
cabbed home .
TODAY
rot .
cooked beehoon soup .
very nice lah hor .
want rain dont want rain liddat .
i want to go out .
&dad gone fucking crazy .
SIAO !

heh .

2007-05-11T17:03:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ! EXAMS ! IT'S FINALLY OVER !
hmm .
so aft exams , lrt-ed to cp .
then went to eat KFC .
saw evil .
thn went blk .
&blah blah .
took stupid&retarded photos .
really . it's damn funny .
not posting it .
spoil my image .
&i got myself 3 sons .
DAerzi-YANGZHEN
ERerzi-TERENCE
XIAOerzi-JIADE
yep . i love my sons .
&laopo ah . you very pro at giving birth lah .
wooo .
today she was a loner .
ahahah .
yeah !
&that makes me feel good .
yep .
dont feel like posting .
but i SHALL !
but for now,
sleep .
zZzZ.
so yep . toodles .
P.S : my william tan want us go counselling !

HAPPY HAPPY DAY .

2007-05-10T17:58:00.000+08:00

yep .
today was geography&MT listening compre .
tmr is maths !
MATHS ?!
ok . LRT-ed with auntie;adelaide(thinking);bitch.
then in sch, KUA never come .
woohoo . yes !
then aft sch .
auntie went home early .
so, went with jie;baobei .
then baobei went home at 12.18pm .
misses .
so, continued to slack there .
then s***ing halfway ,
a claimed-to-be officer came .
asked bitch in a angry tone,
why are you s***ing ?
do you know you are underaged ?
ayo bitch .
try to control temper .
all their fault lah cb .
then went to block take .
then slacked at staircase .
then went back compass .
pei jie see phone .
deciding which phone shd she buy .
hmm . soon, i'll regret buying cybershot k800i .
damn big lah .
then took lots of pictures .
then, went block again .
then adelaide went to burn an ant alive .
thinking it was fun, i treid .
&oh . im addicted to ant-killing.
then, saw 2 strands of hair .
picked one up and burnt it .
it is so hell cool lah .
when burning, reaching my hand then stop .
wah seh . cool man .
scared of me leh . heh . so burnt two strands of hair .
addicted* i went to pluck 1 of my hair .
&hell, it hurts .
then long leh . heh !
burnt it . also, reaching my hand alr,
then no more fire .
wah . cool man .
&fuckthose who hate me .
if you happen to read my blog&hate me.
i can tell you that you are not welcome here .
no one welcomes you .
so you can get out of my blog right now .
i dont know you to be reading my blog .
nobody wants you to .
all you do is bitch about other ppl .
&can you stop staring at me ?
your eye is small lah hor .
&stop thinking you very big can ?
wah fcuk .
so
these are the pictures we took .
loves to auntie;adelaide(still thinking);jie;baobei;bitch.
&this is who we call ah-zui .

&dont be jealous .
goodbye(:

we dont FCUKING need you .

2007-05-09T17:41:00.000+08:00

lol .
today i was pissed .
eh siao .
xialan shit lah .
gei siao .
got say, say dont have.
pengweh dio pah lah hor .
&in case you want to try to find problem agn .
please . no name .
so unless you are, im writing what i want to .
like to have problem so much ah ?
adoodoo .
so many thanks to-
adeline.bestfriend
qiaoting.auntie
huimin.jie
bitch.liting.
thanks .
&you you you .
stop trying to say like you victim liddat leh .
tsktsk .
aya . no mood lah .
spoil my mood .
just know that i love-
ONGLITING.
LIMQIAOTING.
TANHUIMIN.
GRACEQUEK.
ADELAIDELIN.
ESTHERKEH.
ADELINESOH.
&we dont need you .
ahzui .

YOYO !

2007-05-07T11:48:00.000+08:00

HEY ALL .

recently i've been crazy about DING DONGs&YEAHs .

i dont know why .

lol .

hmm . &wlao .

i do what i like.

i say what i want&i also scream when i want to .

hurhur . so stop being

so dont know lah .

whenever i scream or stuff .

you tend to look at me with the bui song face .

tsktsk .

how i detest you .

wah . you think what .?!

got them big ah ?!

asshole . orlooloo .

&hmm . everyone seems to hate me .

&maybe you are just sick of me.

maybe it's her you want to be with.

maybe you just dont even care anymore .

but i dont care lah hor .

aya .

&got one fcuking extra .

i see her problem meh .

go join in the fun .

agaga .

&i just finished being an idiot .

i was looking around the class, walkng around aimlessly.

lol .

doing shit stuff * .

&im so bored .

so bored so bored so bored so bored .

&shit lah .

eheh . your voice damn irritating .

stop scareming around&thinking that you are cute .

&for those reading my blog now .

if you are not happy with what i write..

SCROLL DOWN .

THIS IS MY BLOG WHERE I WRITE MY VIEWS

ABOUT MY DAY .

I CONTROL EVERYTHING HERE .

&IF YOU DONT LIKE IT . YOU CAN SCRAM .

FCUK OFF FOR ALL I CARE .

&IF I HAPPEN TO WRITE SOMETHING WHICH

SO HAPPENS TO MATCH YOUR DAY,

IT MAY BE JUST ANY COINCIDENCE * .

NOT HAPPY ?!

THEN GO AWAY LAH HOR .

I DONT WELCOME YOU INTO MY LIFE !

&most of all . i love bitch&preciousSHIP .

goodbye .

im rotting .

2007-05-06T12:52:00.000+08:00

ahblah .
im rotting at home .
ytd .
went to simlim dont know do what .
then cabbed home with cousin .
then at home watch movie !
DATE MOVIE .
nice .
go rent&watch .
aha .
then night went to eat holiao .
then went home .
sleep .
day gone .

today .
bitch cannot come out .
so here i am .
wasting my day away .
who want go out ?
sms me leh .
wlao !
fffffffffff .
ah blah .
&i managed to repair my usb during this f-ing long day .
yay me !
can use alr lah .
&the first picture i send is ..
hehe . dont know why .
dont care .
i just realised i need to treasure my f-ing usb .
spoil&gone !
&i love my preciousSHIP .
goodbye !
&rotting .

FRIDAY .

2007-05-04T17:25:00.000+08:00

today was okay .
met uncle&auntie at bus interchange .
bused halfway . reached bitch's stop .
one f-ing auntie and one f-ing uncle boarded .
wah . knn .
f-ing auntie: erm . excuse me . your bag .
me: GOT PPL SIT ONE .
f-ing uncle: EXCUSE ME !
me: got ppl .. ah . whatever .
then bitch got no place to sit .
xin tong .
then wlao eh .
his perfume damn f-ing smelly .
like rubbish liddat .
eeeeeee . *vomits*
then only a few f-ing stops only .
bitch need to stand for a few f-ing stop .
siao . somemore so fat . take 3/4 of sit er .
FATSO .
then reach school .
miss kua talk to us agn .
clip hair&cut nails agn .
eeeek .
then clip my hair until so ugly .
doodoo .
then aft school pick rubbish lah .
punishment.
william tan is so good lah .
but wlao eh . tan abba so bad .
make us go 3 times .
&somemore say bitch de hair not shooting drama
serial .
what when need ppl to shoot drama serial den call her .
CRAP .
then pick finish . went to the bin centre to throw away the rubbish .
1 .bitch open door .
2. 1 . 2 . 3
3. i throw .
4. scream&run away .
i might video it next time .
yeah . we looked like idiots .
but we good leh .
no need go out sch .
wlao . then they so bad .
throw ask us pick up .
CALL ME GARBAGE WOMAN !
F .
slacked with xueling;qiaoting;huimin;bitch at cp .
then accompany bitch go buy bag then home i go .
hmm .
im so tired .
napping time .
goodbye .

P.S : my USB thingy spoil ! f . i cannot upload photos !
& IT MEANS DIE !

home .

2007-05-03T18:20:00.000+08:00

today was crazy .
i get scold for NO FUCKING REASON !?
erherm .get facts right lah hor .
wah seh .
then bused with huiminJIE&xuelingUNCLE to cp .
dabao mcdonald's to escalator there .
hmm . kana chase away by security .
chao AH GUA !
then went to staircase to erhem .
laugh like hell .
then later slack around .
later qiaotingAUNTIE come cp meet us .
then we go hougang slack .
hmm .
then bused home .
eee . knnb tikopeh .
stare somemore i gorge your eyes out er.
asshole .
aya . i go bath alr .
woohoo . yeah . yeah !
lovesQIAOTING;XUELING;HUIMIN;GRACE;LITING .
erhur .

NO MORE ! XD .
yeah yeah !

im so lameeeeeee .

2007-05-03T09:29:00.000+08:00

yo !

woohoo .

went school with uncle&bitch .

went for a snack at 7-eleven with uncle .

lol ! ice-milo&fruitella makes good breakfast .

&im in school now lah .

&yeah . im zilian-ing .

woo . i look ugly .

wah !

today caught nails.

need to cut lah .

wlao ! f .

hmm . &i took earpiece which look perfect .

but when i went to my sit, it broke .

yeah&i love like a retard .

LAUGH ! faster .

yeah .

&i'lve been yeah-ing for oh-no reason .

YEAH !

umhmm . &i decided to beome a good girl .

im gna quit it .

bitchy :cant be lah!

& thats what she say !

i prove to you lah hor !

i promised auntie .

&i know i can do it .

hopefully .

yeah !

love god . treasure yourself .

and asshole ask me pass all my 7 sticks to him .

no way man .

i rather give it to my friends .

not that i encouraging lah hor .

i helping them save money .

love me lah hor . im so nice .

aiyo . i cannot tahan leh .

soooooooo . RAH !

agagaga .

YEAH YEAH !

&i shall edit my blog tonight to show you what bitch

called .

'her nehnehpok'

woohoo .

stay tuned lah hor .

bye!

YEAH !
&there is this bat in my school . so cool .

Tell me what you want,

tell me what you need

because I can't read minds,

and I simply can't seeI can't see you,

your eyes,

or the way to your heart wish you could see me,

and the way that I feel

But even if you could it wouldn't matter

you're leaving for awhile,

going somewhere important

somewhere you belong,

somewhere you long to be.

but before you leave,

tell me;tell me the truth,

not some crummy lies

tell me what your heart says,

not your mindstop with the logic,

it doesn't make senseI remember long ago you loved me

I think you still do,

so stop

stop denying your heart,

let me instop trying to push me away

I Love you

loves .

2007-05-02T20:54:00.000+08:00

today in class sleep 2 times .
oh gosh .
im so tired .
so many problems .
hmm .
after school go with uncle and jie .
bitch went home early .
so we went to eat mcdonalds .
wah ! got two ah bengs steal two guy e handphone .
wah ! then e two guy like diao zui .
lol . sian leh .
then took photos .
here .
i love uncle and jie (:

WTF .

2007-05-01T12:59:00.000+08:00

hmm .
i did something so stupid .
wlao . why i go lie down ?
lie down then go sleep .
eh.. im sorry .
i din do it on purpose, i swear .
aya .
dont know lah .
hmm .

wont be posting for now . MISS ME .

2007-04-30T23:45:00.000+08:00

exams .
dont want use com .
im a nice girl who studies to pass .
so i wont be posting .
shall make up for it after exams .
MISS ME !

i prayed .

im cheered .

2007-04-27T20:21:00.000+08:00

IM SO HAPPY & BORED .
loves . haha .
oohlahlah .
shall post about today another day .
<33

i love you guys .

2007-04-26T17:54:00.000+08:00

oh . im so touched today .
oh . went to school with fker .
reached at 10.30 am .
waited for ms chong and mr muru lah .
talk talk talk .
fker say want to change school to compassvale .
ms chong say yes . can can . no problem .
BUT I DONT WANT LAH !
wlao . how can liddat one ?
small thing only .
siao .
then went to class ,
then everybody like stare at me lah .
lol . then denton was like yay . you back alr .
lol . cute lah he .
lol . aya .
then study .
i DID study lah hor .
and lol .
went home .
dad say if behave maybe no need change school .
lol . woohoo .
im bored .
& tired .
lol. i got nothing to do .
hmm . who can help me find A JOB ?!
please please . help me find lah please.
lol .
okok . im tired .
going for a nap .
bye bye .

I love you with all my heart;
I long for you when we're apart;

I wish I could wipe away all your tears;
Look you in your eyes and somehow take away all your fears;

I wish I could also take away your pain;
Love you in such a way that you will know you have everything to gain;

I want to take you in my arms and hold you ever tight;
Show you that you're the one I love with all my might;

I know in my heart you're the best;
There is no comparison to the rest;

Being with you makes my heart sing;
I believe together we could do anything;

I'm ever consumed by your presence;
It only takes your essence;

The chemistry between us is on fire;
My love for you will never tire.

i prayed .

WTH do you want ?

2007-04-25T19:35:00.000+08:00

im so pissed lah .
first say want me go AMK .
then now want me go compassvale .
why are you making small things sound so big ?
it's just smoking lah .
wlao eh .
just wtf do you want lah .
you are so crazy that i hated you .
no, i hated you since ytd .
i dont take you as my mother since you slapped me .
you never slapped me .
i dont take you as my mother since you caned me .
im alr fourteen .
i dont take you as my mother since you made me kneel for 2 hours .
you wont let me eat or drink .
even if you do this, it cant change anything .
why cant we talk this the soft way ?
ask yourself why did i became like this ?
can you give me some freedom ?
why are you caring so much ?
i dont need your care .
you are just intruding my life .
i dont have a mother like that lah .
nobody has .
why did you give birth to me to only say
im useless ?
why did you give birth to me to only
tell people of all the bad things i've done and
not telling them about the good ones ?
why did you give birth to me to lock me up ?
i hate you .
get out of my life .

Sitting in her room,
All day long.
She is sitting there singing,
Her own sad song.

A song about misery,
A song about hope.
A song about a problem,
and how to cope.

She wants someone to love her,
She wants someone to care.
But when she turns around,
Nobody is ever there.

She wants a family,
and some friends that she can call her own.
She wants all these things,
So she doesn't have to be alone.

She's hoping someone will love her,
She's hoping someone will care.
She hears something and turns around,
And notices that nobody's there.

i prayed .

2007-04-25T16:18:00.000+08:00

fuck my mother lah hor .
im moving to AMK LAH !
alone somemore .
but i like it .
i am going to be FREE !
anyone can help me find job ?
please please .
if got tag me the details lah hor .
wlao . im gonna be studying in AMK !
hahahahah . wlao .
bitch . i'll miss you lah .
dont even know whether can change .
if cannot then no more studying .
even shioker .
work work .
see hot guys .
oh . i love it .
aya . last time i can use computer .
i dont care .
if i get a job . im gonna save it to buy a laptop and sign for internet myself .
& i believe i can do it .
woohoo . thats it .
bye !

CANCELLED .

I want to run away
Inside my bright red scream
I want to break the doors
Holding back my dream

Living like this
Checking the skies for rain
A constant reminder
Of this burden and pain

I'm holding on to
A shooting star
Its points cutting my skin
This time it's gone too far

Nothing left to wish on
My bloody star fell
Left me drowning in hopes
Inside my wishing well

Not looking for a hero
To owe such a debt
I could not ask for saving
This loss is not a regret

I want to run away
But there's nothing out there
I want to shatter windows
That look out on nowhere

This is not life
If I'm already dead
My bleeding heart stopped beating
And tears I no longer shed.

pity me .

2007-04-22T17:15:00.000+08:00

Like the stars in the sky,
I am calling to you.
From the heavens above,
I am looking for you.
In the depths of my soul,
I will live and breathe for you.
Sadness dwells inside you;
You have nothing to fear,
for I am next to you.
I can feel your sadness;
Let me be sad for you,
so you will feel love once again.
Worry not about life,
let me worry for you.
You should always love life,
for it is a part of you.
I'll be there when you fall,
to catch you and say I Love You...

i'll lend you my shoulder whenever you need it .
i'll be your listening ears whenever you need it .
i'll be your helping hand whenever you need it .
i'll be your love whenever you need it .
just give me a call boy .
i'll be your everything .
love me please ?

2007-04-22T14:44:00.000+08:00

oh . wtf .
im so angry lah .
ah blooop .
im so bored !
im grounded !
GROUNDED !
i cannot take it anymore .
i need to go out !
ahhhhhhh !
aya .
who at night can go out one ?
midnight midnight .
hmm .
it's all about her .
and eeeyer . that guy there .
but too bad .
my shuai shuai neighbour walk with me .
ahh . i love you .
heng ah .
then lester call me .
can go plaza ?
cannot lah . i grounded .
wlao eh . everytime ask you, dont want come .
excuses .
wlao ! fuck lah . GROUNDED LAH !
REALLY ONE LO .
aya . whatever lah .
dont want meet then say lah .
*hangs phone*
wlao eh .
wtf !
he is CRAZY .
should be break with stead bah .
aya .
love me lah please ?
im so ...
forget it .
no mood to blog anymore .
stop here .

I see you staring at me,
but you never truly see,

why I love you, oh, so much,
when you're so out of touch.

Feelings that we could have shared,
you flung behind without a care.

It seems so hard to let you go,
and the process is so slow.

I don't know whether I should stay,
and waste another day away.

I do know, though, that all this pain,
will soon drive me insane.

You don't feel me loving you,
and you just can't seem to get a clue.

You don't see me cry inside,
and in you I know I can't confide.

Yet still I find that you are blind,
to things meant to be kind.

You know nothing of my fears,
and are unaware of all my tears.

I know I really can't deny,
things I feel as I look you in the eye.

So who will help me make it though?
Who will tell me what to do?

How come every time I see your face,
for me there's never any space?

Maybe someday you'll see me differently,
so until then, I'll be waiting silently.

i love you .

2007-04-21T14:10:00.000+08:00

today was so sulky .
went punggol end to let out my feelings .
and oh .
it felt so good,
to have the breeze blowing your hair .
screaming your lover's name .
letting all your fucking anger out .
thats just all i need .
then got two guys lah .
following bitch .
lol . so funny .
aya .
so many problems .
rah ! IM GOING CRAZY !
urgh .
and the last thing .
=X
yes . it's out .
taken at punggol end .

my drawing with zhaorong they all .
yah . i know its nice .

he drew it . bitch completed it . =))
ahh . love you so .

What we thought was love and happiness?
Is now gone all that's left is to move on.
Say goodbye and walk away.
Take your wounded pride put it aside.
The game of love you have lost
Your broken heart is the cost.
Count your blessings and pray.
maybe You will win at the game of love one day.
Just learn when to walk away.
Your strong enough to say good bye.
Don't hold back it's okay to cry love hurts sometimes .

we are OKAY !

2007-04-19T19:04:00.000+08:00

at first woke up at 4 .
then call bitch .
she DONT want wake up .
dont pick me call .
rah ! so angry .
then went back to sleep .
6.30 then wake up sia .
lol . faster chiong .
brush teeth . bathe . tie hair .
then go school .
sian lah hor .
then in school so stress .
& bitch . you made me so jealous okay .
wlao eh .
im easily jealous .
dont leave me lah okay ?
okaye . set . i dont care .
im gonna lock you up .
no lah .jk .
then nothing much happen in school lah .
after school got geo test .
but then wait for forty minutes .
you know .
forty !
wlao . so bored .
and then went hougang .
ate KFC .
saw one damn ugly guy lah .
he got beard and mustache .
omfg .
wtf lah . and he thinks he's handsome .
and went to take number from girls .
lol . makes me wanna puke .
and yah . i regret .
i cant keep secrets .
so many problem lah !
and bitch . i love you .
toodles .

What could you say,
if your daughter ever got raped?
or say your son was a mass murderer,
or had a life you couldn't escape?
What could you say,
if your body was so broken,
because your father beat you,
and called you names the remain unspoken?
what could you say
if you fell into depression
became bulimic or anorexic
because of your body's imperfections?
what could you say,
if tear came to my eyes?
would you hold my tightly in your arms?
or simply watch me cry
what could you say
if my words came to an end?
Would you help me recover from broken hopes
and help me make amends
what would you say
if I were never here
would you continue on with everyday life
as I slowly disappear?
slowly slowly .

2007-04-18T17:18:00.000+08:00

aya .
wtf . today bitchy damn siao eh .
call her wake up .
orh orh .
then 5.30am call again .
then never pick .
wlao eh .she really is a pig .
doi ah doi .
so bored lah can .
& i just simply hate being CHEATED; ACCUSED ; LIED TO .
wlao eh .
simone .
tell them . c'mon .
clear my fuck name .
lol .
WLAO ! pek chek leh .
sian .
then today was super high .
was laughing the whole way though .
aiyo . then bitchy was like
omg ! what happen to you ?
aya . dont know lah . stressed .
then hor . saw that guy who followed me with bitch .
then bitch say look like sen .
eeee . she ah . scare people .
*slaps mouth*
then wlao eh . he very psycho can .
not cute ; not handsome .
eeee . bitch ; next time accompany me home .
wah . goosepimples .
then at compasspoint slack lo .
then fuckass joseph damn ass lah okay .
ask him send me dont want .
BUSY BUSY BUSY !
alalala .
went to metro to slack .
saw this cute dont know what machine .
then went to change coins .
thought it was a cute perfume .
come out become ass thing .
wlao .
fuck her can !
she so what lah . jiaowei .
cant you tell that me and bitch dont like you .
still go with another ass .
diao me think i scared ah .
wlao eh . pek chek leh .
wlao eh . knnbcb .
see . good friend so good .
now not good cock so much .
yuck . eeee .
so erxin . DISGUSTING . you know .
wah fuck .
uncle . not talking about you ah .
then bitch send me home and cab home .
aya .
no mood to post anymore .
PROBLEMS PROBLEMS GO AWAY .
COME AGAIN ANOTHER DAY .
:[
wlao . im damn pissed !
PICTURES .

vandalism lol .

ass thing .
last of all . i love bitchy .

Stuck in a world you thought you once knew
Now everyone's turning their backs on you
Once quiet girls, like puppies on rugs
Have turned their backs and started doing drugs
The boy next door that you liked for years
Has turned his back and started drinking beers
All of these changes are going around
And you kick and scream but they don't hear a sound
What happened to the innocence so easy to find?
You wonder if you're the only one who still has their mind
They try to pull you in and you know you might fall
But nobody knows there's a solution to it all
Right over this wall you can have your life back
Of friends, and laughter, be back with your pack
There's no need to worry, no need to fear
All of the innocence you know is still here
There are just a few obstacles you know you must climb
Persuading and begging to get back your mind
You cannot give up the prize is far too great
Just hope your obstacles don't make you too late
Do all you can to help your chains break
This is all real, nothing is fake
You're stuck in a world you thought you once knew
Turn your back on your world they've turned theirs on you

2007-04-17T20:15:00.000+08:00

hooooo .
today my alarm didnt ring .
but i was awoken by a feeling called
six sense at 6.24a.m
aya .
then called bitch to wake up .
aiyo .
bitch ah .
damn pig lah she .
skinny one .
so . went to school without shitting .
wlao . cannot tahan the whole day .
no mood lah .
then bitch during maths so cute lah ok .
draw her table also cannot .
aya .
she damn damn f-ing cute lah hor .
err . recess wanted to bring food to class .
walk halfway saw mr tan .
knnb .
suay like shit lah okay .
hell .
then sit there for 5-10 min .
then in the end .
ask us to put the food in his pigeon hole .
i think he is hungry and wants to eat .
-.-
wtf okay .
and yah lah .
this whole day no mood lah .
wlao eh .
and i am so bored bored bored now .
oh ! & there is this guy so scary .
follow me all the way home 2 times alr .
then go in the lift with me i press 13, he press 15 .
oh . wtf .
so scary .
thank goodness not ah pek .
is cute hunk .
aya , but still scary lah .
hmm .
so went to tuition .
and im so tired .
and found this picture of me acting cute not being posted .
i also dont know what i looking at .
spot my cute plaster .

There's a girl
Who is secretly
In love, her secret
Being she can't tell
Anyone

Why? They'd all laugh
And be shocked. The
Boy well he'd never
Give her a second look

She's all confused and
All mixed up. Why does
She feel this way?

All she knows is when
She's with him, she's free.
Free to be who she is
And to be happy.

She just wants to be
With him, to be able to
Tell him how she feels
For him to feel the way
She does

But she'll never be able
To express her love, she'll
Shelter it in her heart for
Always

I've loved him for so long...
love me please ?

<3.>

what a stupid day .

2007-04-16T22:30:00.000+08:00

oh hello hello !
today was quite okay lah .
compared to other days .
woke up at 4 !
aha :]
called bitchy lah ; then she like damn cute lah .
omfg !
hello....
HELLO ! WAKE UP !
orh...
then hor,
*hangs up*
you might not think it's funny .
nvm . i laugh at everything .
so, we meet under bitch's block .
slacked there .
played in the playground .
oh . & i knocked my butt on the fuckass slide .
it's pain lah .
i teared .
oh . then went to mcdonald's to eat !
the egg is so sucky .
hell lah .
then went to 'PANGSAI'
OH YAH !
i threw all my shit away !
cause mommy want see whether im hygienic or not .
f can .
& i was so high today .
i jump, scream , sing , LAUGH !
ahahahaha . just by thinking of it makes
me laugh .
SO FUNNY !
aya .
& dont know what happen to my form teacher miss kua .
never come school so long .
guilty ah ?
so , after school , then went to carpark find adeline .
& wah f . got one dont know
police or what crazy one .
anyhow say people fight .
wlao . just reach also dont let us go .
siao gao !
then went to slack with zhaorong, aaron they all
at fernvale blk .
aya !
saw william tan lah .
scary lah he .
then cab to compass for some mcWINGS .
dad called .
kpkb . then kurp me phone .
what the f is wrong with him lah ?
then went home .
mommy found lighters in my room .
uhoh !
then she found empty cigarette box .
marlboro menthol somemore .
lol !
jialat lah .
want call school .
dont know ; dont care .
so tired lah .
think im having depression or something .
keep thinking die die DIE !
crazy right ?!
oohlahlah .
so boring .
so hope tmr better lah hor .
& i love bitch .
ohoh . and this two fuckers damn irritating .
shout kaopei lah .
atill blahblahblah .
eh DIAM LEH !
ahblahblahblah .
so went to took one photo of them .
yah . my photography skills sucks .oh .
okok .
bye .
my macaroni feast .
Demanding all of my time
My concentration is captured.
Like a cloud in the shape of a dragon,
You just have to notice.

Feeding from my every thought.
Listening to my sadness chime.
Watching my tears fall silently.
Maturing from my every action.
Cradling my happiness in its cold, gray cape.

Running through my heart I feel his footsteps thump, thud, thump.
Capturing my relativity, flooding my veins, clogging the blood flow.
Stealing my tears, sticking its dagger through my lungs.

Everyday I am dying.
Living in void.
Depression is my friend.
im a depressionist :[

just for some fresh air .

2007-04-15T15:31:00.000+08:00

oh .
it feels just so good to be out of the house for awhile lah .
so, today i woke up at 11.38a.m .
bitch called me.
so, we head off for compasspoint for some FOOD !
& after eating we went to this cool hangout;
KIDDY PALACE !
kiddy palace totally rocked lah .
so, we played with kiddy laptops and one ass cute chick,
wind it up and it jumps .
ahh ! so cute !
who want buy for me ?
aha :D
then then , we went in further &
guess what we saw lah !
BREAST PUMPS !
ohh . took some R21 photo of it .
hurhur .
are you ready ?
people under 18 not allowed .
parental guidance everyone .
for your eyes,
the most wonderful thing of all,
the most natural ,
most motherly,
COUNTDOWN!
20..
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15..
14..
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11..
10..
9..
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ARE YOU READY !?
TADADADADADADA !
and for people who says eeee !
grow up alr .
it's just some extra fats that female has .
nothing to eee about .
aiyo .
wonder if im gonna need all this when
i grow up .
[:
so me & bitch went to the nearest block to RELIEVE ourselves .
which gave me more energy to work !
& we took some pictures there .

and bitches share secrets .
& don't know which dumb dumb go
litter lah .
aya .
& i'll be cooking dinner later !
macaroni !
it's nice lah hor .
& i'm still grounded .
46 more days to go .
after school go home straight. .
what a nice girl am I .
& yah ! cannot forget this .
BITCHY & ME WEAR SAME SHIRT LAH !
SO COOL !
okay .
toodles [:

& you just got me crying for you .
Her eyes are swollen.
Her cheeks are red.
Tears pouring out of the lonely girl.
Love was all she asked for.
She got walked all over.
It seemed that no one cared for what she believed in.
As she lays in her bed, saying a prayer to make the pain go away.
She can't sleep, so she steers at his picture.
Trying to put the memories in her past.
She's waits to see, how she's going to make it.
As she struggles to get out of bed, thinking of what went wrong.
She has lost all the faith and all the happiness.
She is lost in the waking of her day.
As she has no one to talk to.
She's done everything to try to make it.
As one night she made her choice,
She can't live without him.
She swore that she couldn't make it without him.
As days go by, she doesn't want to come out.
She wrote him a note, saying that she will always love him.
One night she lost it.
Her mom came to get her because he came to see her.
She can't get her to answer her or the door.
As they break in her room, they have found out they lost her.
She lays with the note and his picture on her chest.
He was too late, she was gone and all he does is scream.
She had finally ended her pain.
:[

im so tired .

2007-04-15T00:39:00.000+08:00

give me a break alr .
i am so tired doing this .
things happen so quickly that i dont even know whats going on lah .
hell lah .
so now, i became somehow , EMOPETHIC (my own term)
stands for, emo and yet pathetic .
ahh !
im grounded okay !
like wtf lah .
so taken tons of emopethic pictures.oh . negative is so my style lah :]

ohoh . & this is without makeup lah . what the f .
and this this . is so small .
and you you !
get out of our life lah .
want me die you then happy ah ?
piece of shit .
that's how much we hate you lah hor .
so dont think you complain complain then okay lah .
you coward .
call call call !
hell lah you .
you got me grounded till june y'know !
aya . dont care lah .
'cause i got my girlfriend !
& ohoh . im a gay newbie !
just into the market .
soon , very soon .
i will be updated into the list of gays in S'pore .
& soon ! ahaha ! im a legal gay !
woohoo !
alahlah .
1..
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3..
4..
5..
6..
7..
8..
9..
10!
goodnight goodnight !
hope tomorrow would be a better day .
and till now . im GROUNDED !
AHHHBLAHBLAHBLAH !
OKAY .
shut up .
zzzzzzzzzzzz.

I hold it true, whate'er befall;
I feel it, when I sorrow most;
'its better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all.